Okay, so, this has been a crazy and prolific week, and I need to warn you guys about some of the content of this new batch of scans.
First of all, there is some incredibly explicit sexual content. If this makes you uncomfortable, please, for the love of god do not click on the cut. If you don't give a crap one way or the other or simply aren't interested in reading about sex or sex-related musings (or a cartoon drawing of a penis, or a Degas painting of a naked lady) but still want to peruse the rest of the scans, I've included a second cut so you can skip the unsavoury bits. Heehee, am so very accommodating. (If you like that sort of thing, however, I will say that it's pretty hot and reads rather like a sex novel.)
Also, I feel it is my duty to inform any potential readers/viewers that my journal tends toward vibrant colours, bad jokes, song lyrics, and me being a bit of an idiot. Or pretentious. Or very silly. And I oscillate between compulsive political correctness and violent political incorrectness. Did I mention that I'm insane? Yah...
Anyhow, enough of my babbling:
( salacious bits included. )
or,
( don't worry, nothing the kiddies can't read (i think). )

Did you catch the allusion to embodiment? It's got a red rectangle around it, if you need a hint/didn't feel like reading all that junk.

A few worthy scans from the past week. I lost a little bit of momentum... But I'm gaining it back. :) It was my first week of work, so I was still adjusting to my schedule. Hopefully, I'll pick back up.
( here ya go )

I'm still journalling like a mad fiend-y journalling...thing.
( Here are some scans. )

I know I just posted yesterday and you're going to get bored of me rather quickly at this rate, but I had a few things I wanted to share, including my first poem of the year, and collaging, and so on. Don't be too bothered, yeah? :) I've made some really fantastic friends through this community, and it continues to impress me with the dedication and diversity and talent of its members.
Um, here are some scans, I guess. ^.~
I mean, uh.
Got to remember to change those intros for my personal journal. :|
( clicky clicky )
And that's all.

Hey, kids. Some of you probably already saw this over @ embodiment, but for those who haven't, here are some scans of my journal. Haven't posted scans in a month, and it was an especially productive month, so this selection is pretty darn long. Hopefully, it's filled with goodness... I guess I have to warn for sex talk (nothing very graphic), underage drinking, brief bouts of depression, invisible friends, and the fact that I'm sort of insane.
The title of my current journal (the later scans) is today is the last ordinary day//welcome to drowning creek baptist church.
Without further ado, ( voila )

Title: Ears.
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Fandom, Pairing: Loveless, SoubixRitsuka
Rating: NC-17. Definitely not for the kiddies.
Notes, Dedication: Handwritten. My first Loveless fic; be kind. lucymay_lj, this is for you.

( How can you be a pervert and a sappy romantic at the same time? )

Too lazy to do a real entry; have some journal scans.

( I once had a girl, or should I say, she once had me... )

I haven't posted journal stuffs in a while, oops. ^^ Nevertheless, I have been busy. I am over halfway through with the year's seventh book, which I hope to finish exactly on 31 December, unless I get super-motivated and manage to get another whole book done by that date. Coincidentally, New Year's Eve is also my birthday, making it a double milestone. (I'm turning 18.) I'm soooo glad I participated in this project; I now have a rich chronicle of my 18th year, which will well serve my future biographers, in case I win an Oscar or a Pulitzer or a Nobel Prize or something. (Haha.)
Here are a few recent scans. Enjoy.
( they're puttin' up reindeer and singin' songs of joy and peace... )

It's been a while.

( diary scans. )

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Title: please, may i have another (12/?)
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Pairing: RL/SB
Rating: NC-17
Series: Orgasm Addict
Summary: This chapter: Remus indulges in some kinks he never knew were there.
Disclaimer: J.K.'s sandbox; I'm just playing in it.
Feedback: makes me do the no-pants mcdance.
Notes: It's been ages, I know!!! Still handwritten. (But I'm sometimes getting around to typing them up, so hopefully I'll get the whole series done this summer.) Cross-posted to remusxsirius. Inspired by the Buzzcocks song of the same name as the series. Reply with suggestions for the next interlude. If I use your idea, I'll be certain to include you in the dedication. If you're a casual fan of the series or brand-new to it, there's no need to go back and read the whole thing (unless you'd like to, and I am rather proud of it ^_^).
Dedication: aylaranzz, because the whole spanking/cross-dressing thing was something she suggested. melandry, as she's been with me right from the beginning. Merci beaucoup, all loyal readers of this series and sorry I'm so naughty about updating it. (Two months... Sorry, I suck. You're awesome, though.)

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( It makes him want to take the naughty boy over his knees and... not continue that train of thought at the breakfast table. )

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Title: adventures in sensory deprivation, part two (11/?)
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Pairing: RL/SB
Rating: NC-17
Series: Orgasm Addict
Summary: This chapter: direct continuation of part ten; Sirius' turn for the blindfold.
Disclaimer: J.K.'s sandbox; I'm just playing in it.
Feedback: makes me do the no-pants mcdance.
Notes: Handwritten. Cross-posted to remusxsirius. Inspired by the Buzzcocks song of the same name as the series. Reply with suggestions for the next interlude. If I use your idea, I'll be certain to include you in the dedication. If you're a casual fan of the series or brand-new to it, there's no need to go back and read the whole thing (unless you'd like to, and I am rather proud of it ^_^), but this is the one chapter for which maybe you should first read its immediate predecessor.
Dedication: slian_martreb, because the whole blindfold thing was hers to start with. melandry, for thinking of my dad in Boston and consequently of me. Merci beaucoup, all loyal readers of this series and sorry I'm so naughty about updating it.

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( Sirius is being reduced to a quivering boy-shaped mass, panting and shaking. )

Title: Appetizer (2/?)
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Pairing: this installment: Yuki, Shu, Hiro (variously)
Rating: Quite adult.
Summary: Incredibly PWP-esque. Hiro arrives early. Yuki and Shu have already started a little party of their own.
Disclaimer: Gravitation and all characters contained therein belong to Murakami Maki-sensei, etc. etc.
Feedback: would be much appreciated, since this is my first Gravi fic series.
Notes: Handwritten. Xposted over at yaoi_smut_fics.
Dedication: lucymay_lj, 'cause I hart j00.

( Is there really only one way to shut you up? )

Title: Breakfast (1/?)
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Pairing: this installment: Yuki x Shu
Rating: NC-17
Summary: I suck at summaries. It's mostly PWP anyway. Shuichi wants something. What is he willing to do to get it?
Disclaimer: Gravitation and all characters contained therein belong to Murakami Maki-sensei, etc. etc.
Feedback: would be much appreciated, since this is my first Gravi fic.
Notes: Handwritten. Xposted over at yaoi_smut_fics.
Dedication: lucymay_lj, in return for her introducing me to the Remixes. I know this isn't as sexy, but I wanted you to have something. ^_^

( I'm going to eat you up. )

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Title: adventures in sensory deprivation, part one (10/?)
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Pairing: RL/SB
Rating: NC-17
Series: Orgasm Addict
Summary: This chapter: The story briefly erupts into plot, before once again deteriorating into smut. Remus has a special request.
Disclaimer: J.K.'s sandbox; I'm just playing in it.
Feedback: makes me do the no-pants mcdance.
Notes: Handwritten. Cross-posted to remusxsirius. Inspired by the Buzzcocks song of the same name as the series. Reply with suggestions for the next interlude. If I use your idea, I'll be certain to include you in the dedication.
Dedication: slian_martreb, at whose feet I worship because she always has the right suggestions for kinks- Sirius will get his next chapter. ^_^ melandry, because I love her and promise I haven't fallen off the deep end boat ship internet face of the earth- I know this fic has nothing to do with homosexual Japanese monks, but enjoy nonetheless.

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( Give us a kiss, pretty Moony. )

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Title: all tied up (9/?)
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Pairing: RL/SB
Rating: NC-17
Series: Orgasm Addict
Summary: A series of Plot-What-Plot (or so you think) shorts which will, all told, include a hell of a lot of slash, femmeslash, and het (mostly slash, of course). This chapter: Back at Hogwarts for their final year, and Sirius wants to try something new.
Disclaimer: J.K.'s sandbox; I'm just playing in it.
Feedback: is my anti-drug. Praise and/or concrit shall get you generally loved upon. Possibly a dedication. That is how much I love it.
Notes: Handwritten. Cross-posted to remusxsirius. Inspired by the Buzzcocks song of the same name as the series. Reply with suggestions for the next interlude. If I use your idea, I'll be certain to include you in the dedication. Sorry I've been so lax lately (still). And also I suck at naming these.
Dedication: slian_martreb- thanks for this one, honeybunch.


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( God, you're gorgeous like that. )

Title: eighteen
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Pairing: RL/SB
Rating: light R
Summary: Sirius hates birthdays.
Disclaimer: J.K.'s paint, my humble little brush.
Notes: Handwritten. ('Cause it's what I do.)
Dedication: Sorry it's late, catofchocolate. Happy birthday baby!

( We can't change what happened in the past, but Peter worships the ground you walk on. James thinks so highly of you, loves you so much that if I were Lily, I'd be jealous. And I- I... )

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Title: into the sunset(8/?)
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Pairing: RL/SB
Rating: NC-17
Series: Orgasm Addict
Summary: A series of Plot-What-Plot shorts which will, all told, include a hell of a lot of slash, femmeslash, and het (mostly slash, of course). This chapter: sunset sex (and the beginnings of something a little more emotional than their current mutual sex addiction?).
Disclaimer: J.K.'s sandbox; I'm just playing in it.
Feedback: is my anti-drug. Praise and/or concrit shall get you generally loved upon. Possibly a dedication. That is how much I love it.
Notes: Handwritten. Cross-posted to remusxsirius. Inspired by the Buzzcocks song of the same name as the series. Reply with suggestions for the next interlude. If I use your idea, I'll be certain to include you in the dedication. Sorry I've been so lax lately (still). Incidentally, this is one of my favourite things I've ever written.
Dedication: *catofchocolate, to tide you over until I get your real present ready. (God I'm late. Sorry.) *The rest of you: apologies for not writing more. I think I've got more free time this week. <3


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( Remus has to sit up to rid himself of the shirt he is wearing, and then it is only them and their long, boyish, sun-browned limbs- their coarse, scratchy leg hair and downy chests and flat stomachs. )

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Title: dirty magazines (7/?)
Author: Captain Daisyshine
Pairing: RL/SB
Rating: NC-17
Series: Orgasm Addict
Summary: A series of Plot-What-Plot shorts which will, all told, include a hell of a lot of slash, femmeslash, and het. This chapter: Pretty straight-up porn. Sirius has some quirky little fantasies.
Disclaimer: J.K.'s sandbox; I'm just playing in it.
Feedback: is my anti-drug. Praise and/or concrit shall get you generally loved upon. Possibly a dedication. That is how much I love it.
Notes: Handwritten. Cross-posted to remusxsirius. Inspired by the Buzzcocks song of the same name as the series. Reply with suggestions for the next interlude. If I use your idea, I'll be certain to include you in the dedication. Sorry I've been so lax lately.
Dedication: lejic- some handwritten porn of your very own. :) melandry and slian_martreb, because.


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( Remus practically flies off the bed as Sirius swings easily in through the open window. 'Merlin on a cracker!' Sirius shoots him a sly grin. 'What the shit are you doing in my bedroom?!' )

Title: A hundred First Kisses
Author: Captain Daisyshine Blackbeard
Pairing: RL/SB
Rating: NC-17
Summary: "Remus had never thought to have another of those perfect missed opportunities, those beginnings with no end." Well, now he does. So he does what he does best: writes.
Disclaimer: I'm just a simple sculptor; it's J.K.'s Play-Doh.
Notes: Based loosely on the first several prompts for tellmeakiss (I've taken some liberties with the time period), but also on a request from a dear, dear sweet thing by the name of slian_martreb. Handwritten. (But of course.) Cross-posted a few places. Mea culpa, etc. Also, a bit of art, for your enjoyment. Maybe one of those first kisses?
Dedication: Slian, baby, this one's all for you. Hope it warms you right up.

( Thinking Sirius, his insanely loyal, no-concept-of-personal-space Padfoot, was the traitor, Remus had filed away a hundred bittersweet memories in a locked drawer of the metaphorical filing cabinet of his heart. But now, it's all been turned upside-down: over a decade of misdirected hatred, and suddenly Remus finds himself drowning in fear (of his own emotions, for Sirius' life) and hope (that they will once more be closer than close, that he won't have to be alone). )